My escape route

And My Escape route ended where i .........


well... i was never able to keep up my blog up-to-date!! but here something happened today which i thot is worth sharing with you!

we all have some or other tensions in our life ...problems we all face bravely... let it b our exams ,, our friensss,, our lovers,,, our dates, and sometimes our parents(in my case mom) ( one i cant live with and one i cant live without)!!!!
so wat happened that as usual she shouted at me... for no reason(well....actually there was a reason) and i also did the same ... as usual it grew and grew...so soo much that i got real frustrated. so much that i decided to leave! leave the home????

but where to go?? may b at some friens place?? or may b at the temple near by... "i can stay there by the evening" . As i didnt take my cell with me , i was very happy thinking that this will trouble my mom, and she will have no trace of me. And she will get worried and realize my importance! "How badly they treat me!! How difficult its for her to understand me!!"

So... i was lookin for a t shirt...and guess wat i got .. the T i wore yesterday... i threw away...smelling like hell... and i took that one only... i donno y... then i looked for my 5 years old watch .. may b for checking on time... and money... 10 rupees change ... and 200 rupees so 210 rupees in total!!
i thot may b these things will help!!! thinking all these i was getting down the stairs... soo i took way towards my area park... i thot i will sit there in the benches... soo i first bench i was heading towards was under the tree...under its shadow... but disaapointment !! A man was sleeping on it... soo greatly!! i felt " its not any sunday... y are you here...dont u have home and a bed to sleep so that homeless people like me can rest for a while""??

i walked towards another benches ...but they all wer facing sun in one or other direction....feeling pathetic... i thot may i shud go to a friens place nearby .... but then i didnt wanted to tak at that time .. and may b wanted to b alone !! so i headed toards the temple.. thot may b i could rrest there and sit and think all the time ...and will go back home in the evening when they all wll b at the edge of fear and would b begging togod to send me back home!!

but then wat happened i dont know... i gav it another thot ,,that may btemple is not a good place ... may b i shud go to church.... ya thats better !! People do go there and sit.... and i hav seen them crying too ...talking to jesus about there probs!! imay also do that ... so i took a about turn ,, and started walking back!!i didnt wanted mom to see me ... i tooka way in between though it was long ... but it was good ...as it was a long lonelyroad... with very few people ... so i can walk and think calmly..... but then i realised somehting!!!!

That its very HHHOOOTTTT!!! sun is jus above me.... and till this time it has made my skin gooo red!!! i realisd one more thing down there in my stomach''I WAS HUNGRY'' i didnt had breakfast as i got up late!!! and m thirsty too!! i imagined myself in a desert!!! lonely...hot ... noone!!


soo while walking i thot may b i should go back!!! and yaa....other than above mentioned reasons... i had one more reason!! while walking on that longest road.... i thot may b m not doing good... wat if mom will get her BP high... as it is already very high.... wat if something will happen to her... wat if she will come and start looking for me!!

all these time then i thot ...wat is more imortant she or me?? so i thot may b i can live fighting with her!! getting angry with her!! but NOT without her!! i knew she will love to see me back!!! may b she would hav called my bro ..and ask him to find me...may b they r out for me!!

so i went back!!!

so wen i reached doorr...... wats that wat i hear..is TV on... with song of Shahrukh Khan ....."dekho dekho hai shaam badi diwani, dheere dheere ban jaye na koi kahani"!!!


and the wen she opened the door she laughed at me .. and said " oh u back my kid" ...but i didnt like that!! so i showed her that m still angry!!! and went upto the room...closed it !! and got sleep!!! Phewwwwww

in my heart i thot its soo much better here than outside!!! and my watch , me and my 210 rupees came back ...unharmed..!! Now i wonder..i could hav made some better choices!!!

Sooo........................ after all this i realised ...there is no point terrifying ur mom by saying that u will leave ...COZ she knows that U WILL COME BACK!

and if u ever plan to run away from home make sure ...the weather is good!!!!

SO it ended where i Started!! Funny!!